My Reflection...

I can't anymore. There...I said it...I can't! I've tried too long to take care of things myself. I need God to "pull me out" of whatever this is I'm in. I'm done. Stick a fork in me ;)

This piece from Psalms punched me in the face today...made my eyes water if you know what I'm sayin'.

But me he caught—reached all the way
from sky to sea; he pulled me out
Of that ocean of hate, that enemy chaos,
the void in which I was drowning.
They hit me when I was down,
but God stuck by me.
He stood me up on a wide-open field;
I stood there saved—surprised to be loved!
Psalm 18:16-19

I then looked at my recent playlist of music that I've been drowning myself in a noticed a theme...then this song came up with a knockout punch.... I'm down...I love it...and am thankful that God designed me with a love for music. Music does amazing things. I love to play it and love to listen to it. The lyrics then hit me..."pull me out."
Okay...simple...God...PULL ME OUT!

Pull Me Out by Bebo Norman

Chorus:
I can’t get my feet off of the ground
I wanna run but I don’t know how
Can you reach down here and pull me out, can you pull me out
I wanna scream but there’s no sound
I wanna fly to you somehow
Can you reach me here and pull me out, can you pull me out, yeah

This song fits so well with how I'm doing...so I was messing around with Google Picasa and came up with this...all the photos were taken by me around AV and Montana.